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22 October 2008 @ 11:58 pm

So I got the package of mail from the old house from mom today. There were three things inside.

Firstly was the refund check from the first doctor we saw. I opened that first, 'cause you know. Money. XD

It's a check for five dollars. Hyess... I am going to start my own country with this money! Worship me! 

Though seriously. They could've just sent a bill, you know? If it weren't for the fact I really need to go to the bank, and the fact that money is money, I probably wouldn't even bother cashing this. Oh well. It'll be my lunch money for the next few days.

Second item was from the other doctor- the one I saw for my stomach problems. It's a bill for twenty bucks. Dammit! >.< I suppose I should be grateful it isn't more, but I'm kinda trying to hold onto my money for the most part. I've limited my fun spending down seriously and this is going to eat what little I set aside for it up completely. Oh well. This is what life is like in adult realm, I do believe. Having to fork up money and whatnot.

Though maybe I can wait a little longer... though I'd rather not. This statement says it was filed on the ninth, though, and I get paid again on the thirtieth. That leaves several days for me to send him a check. I might do that... depends.

The last item was a delayed graduation present. It's a fifteen dollar gift card to Bath and Body Works. My mom really likes that store, I know, but I've actaully never looked around in it myself. I wonder what I could get for fifteen dollars? Are they spendy? Cheap? It would be nice to get a little something. Though that will take awhile too. The nearest store is about an hour's drive.

Anyways... once again, I am wide awake. Gotta find something productive to do (maybe write?) and get to bed at a reasonable time tonight. I think I'm well enough to work now. I still have a cough, but it's really just a cough now, instead of an aching head, sore throat, queasy stomach, and stuffed up nose too. I can manage work.  Besides, Thursdays usually aren't bad at all.
 
 
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Pi90katana
15 August 2008 @ 11:48 am
I gots presents in the mail. :3

Firstly, I got the cute and stuffed little baby turtle with blankie and penguin that DeeMG made. My God- it's adorable! Squee-worthy in its utter cuteness! (huggles)

Secondly, I got a card from my aunt and uncle! They couldn't come to my graduation, but they sent me seventy-five dollars. Yayness!

I got to get those thank-yous out. (nod)

(goes back to squeeing over baby turtle) 
 
 
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Pi90katana
26 July 2008 @ 11:58 pm
Despite being on my feet for the majority of the day, it did end up yielding it's fruits. For example, I finally got a graduation gift from someone in my family who lives a bit further away. In fact, they ended up giving me more than nearly everyone else! Yes, I am most pleased with five twenty dollar bills, thank you. ^_^

And it fit one of the new icons I made last night so well- perfect opportunity to use it. I realized that with so many unserpic slots open, I have room for Avatar icons! Yayness!

Now alas, I could not get any sentences done today. ;_; As mentioned, I was literally working all day. Not paid work, mind you (grumbles), but cleaning around the house work. Then we went grocery shopping and I'm just about pooped.

Well looky here! My Skywing has matured... ZOMG! It's a girl! *_* I can finally breed!

Anyone mind helping get the gold dragon some wings? Rare dragons need extra clickage. ^_^

Adopt one today!

Adopt one today! 

 
 
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Pi90katana
21 June 2008 @ 08:38 pm

I've never had a party before. We don't celebrate birthdays or holidays, so it just never happened. I've been to some, but this was the first focused on me. Well, there was my baby shower, but I don't recall that one too well. XD

Only about half the people I invited came, but I still had a great time! And I expect to get something in the mail from a good portion of those who couldn't come.

The cake was absolutely delicious! My God, it was so big! Weighed as much as my brother- who's about sixty pounds! O.O We actually ended up sharing with another party, but still had leftovers!

The pizza was great too. We had four kinds, and two of each. I picked the toppings for the first half (pepperoni and sausage; chicken and bacon) and my mom picked the other two (pepperoni and mushrooms; ham and pineapple). We got leftovers there as well. (eats happily)

But ah- the presents! XD SQUEE! I love presents!

Here's what I got:

- A teddy bear from the cheesecake factory with a real aquamarine ring inside (mom got that)
- A photo jewelry box
- A necklace with a little shoe on it
- A bunch of awesome food! Including: 
* Jones Naturals Bohemian Raspberry Drink 
* A box of Yan Yan 
* A box of Pocky 
* Loacker Cremkakao (Fraganti wafers) 
* Hot popcorn from Original Juan's Specialty Foods
- An antique silver turtle bank
- Gardenia Bath Set
- And organizer
- A porcelain clock
- A scrapbook
- A giint Sugar Daddy pop (one pound)
- $445 in cash, checks, and gift cards

So all in all? Not bad by any means. :D I'm quite pleased.

Now to decide what to do with the money. Hmm... 

Oh! Got to see my dad as well. Wasn't so bad- then again, the envronment propbably helped. And mys siblings! They've gotten so big! My little sister is already talking so well- I couldn't believe it. My brother cried when I left, though. :( I'll have to see them soon.

Anyways- Look! One of my dragons has matured some! The green one hasn't yet, though. I'm worried for it. :/ It only has a little over a day yet to grow up or it dies! O.O Maybe it's one of those ones that doesn't get wings?

The second is a bit better off, though. See? He (now that his fins have grown, his gender has been revealed) got bigger after all! Looks so handsome. ^_^

As always, I appreciate all your views!

Adopt one today!

Adopt one today!

 
 
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Pi90katana
Tomorrow is my party! I'm so excited! :D

But the fun is already starting! Today I went to the Dairy Parade- was loads of fun. Got a free t-shirt, which is always nice. Also got an email saying I'm getting my next comission check soon (ninety-three dollars this time), though I still have no idea where my base-pay is. :/

Anyways, I came home to excellent news! I was chatting with all of my buddies at TT, and I'm officially in the group! Got the Big T Ranking and all (just in case some of you don't know the site, I will continue to be elusive with the actual words unless I'm given permission to do so XD). It comes with Mod Powahz! Awesome! XD

But yeah- that's the quick little update on me! :D

Oh- and my dragons. :) I hope they mature soon.

Adopt one today!

Adopt one today! 

Is it just me, or does the blue one look bigger? O.o
 
 
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Pi90katana
19 June 2008 @ 11:38 pm
Getting a bit excited about my graduation party on Saturday. But you can so tell I'm a geek. XD More specifically, a TMNT geek.

Let's make a checklist:

I already know I'm getting at least one TMNT gift. :D
My party is at a pizza place.
My cake has a TMNT theme. (Mmm... with chocolate mousse filling.) ^_^

It's going to great! :D

I'd hope to get a car or something as a present, but it doesn't work without the license. (sigh) Man, I really need to get on that driving thing again. Need a car for work, instead of depending on my parents to drive me around. My ride for my one o'clock appointment can't do it now. O.O; Yeah... that's worrisome.

Anyways, I'll finish this post up with my typical 'Click on the dragons, please!' :)

They have to grow their wings and mature within just a few days, so any help is great!

Adopt one today!

Adopt one today! 

 
 
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Pi90katana
01 June 2008 @ 06:42 pm

Mom took me to get my graduation pictures done today. When you're family's cruched for money, having a mother who was a professional photographer for fifteen years of your life comes in a lot of handy. :D

Mom thinks we got some good pics, which I certainly hope is true. Not much time to take more, after all.

When we were done, we went to The Cheesecake Factory. Ooh.... I love The Cheesecake Factory. XD Have any of you ever been to one? They serve more than dessert- their meals are simply fantastic. Spendy, but you get a lot for your money. The servings are huge, and always delicious. Very filling too. When you finally get around to dessert, you're almost too full!

We weren't able to eat lunch their today on our budget, but seriously. It's good stuff.

We did get some cheesecake though. :D They have so many kinds! At least twenty on the menu, if I recall. Today, I hade something called Adam's Peanut Butter Fudge Ripple. It had caramal, fudge, Reese's Peanut Butter Cups, and Butterfingers in it. So yummy! I've also had their Chocolate Coconut Creme Cheesecake, which is also fantastic.

Highly reccomend it if you can find one in your location! The cheesecake goes at about six to seven dollars a slice, but again, it's a big serving. :)

 
 
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Pi90katana
25 May 2008 @ 11:45 pm

Went to my friend's graduation party today. Gah! How'd he get so tall! It's unfair! XD

Couldn't help but notice that nearly all of his presents were cash (at least, for his sake I hope he got more than a bunch of Hallmark cards! O.O). Is it bad for me to kinda hope I get the same? >.> 

I mean, mainly this is because most of my family has no idea what I actually like. So, if I were to get something, it'd probably be clothes or something. >.< Which would suck.

And I like cash. :) Cash is nice!

I wouldn't be disappointed to get other gifts too, of course. Heheh... some NECA TMNT figures would be great. But really, just getting anything is cool. :D

Stole this meme from [info]whiteadelphi!
 
Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search.
A: 'Golden Tiara' needs to be planted in a full shade area in any moist, well-drained area

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search.
A: Tiara looks like she could be an anime character too. 

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search.
A: Tiara says goodbye to her mother and father before she leaves for her first day at school following the 27 May earthquake. 

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search.

A: Tiara wants to enter the dentistry world.

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search.
A: Tiara does not compete with Bertram, Blackfin or some other specialty boats for rough water.

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search.
A: Bullriding- Tiara hates me for that!

Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search.
A: Tiara asks Jim Niland for a City Hall job. (XD)

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search.
A: And the Tiara goes to...

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search.
A: Tiara likes to tease cats by getting in their faces until the cats get weary and chase her away.

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search.
A: Tiara eats chocolate birthday cake and laughs in stippled beer-garden sunshine. (O.o)

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search.
A: Tiara wears Neon Pink. (>.< I hate pink...)

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search.
A: Tiara was arrested shortly after the accident.

Gah. My name sucks. >.< It always ties back to the crown type of 'Tiara'. Should've gone with Chiaki. XD

 
 
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Pi90katana
23 May 2008 @ 04:34 am

It's 4:30 AM. I wanted to be in bed like, two hours ago. So why am I not? This is simple. AutoGK is taking a freaking lifetime converting my rip into AVI format. >.<

I started at about 10:30 PM, right? Usually, depending on the length of what I have, it takes two to four hours. Not so today! It's been over six! And I am freaking tired by now. ;_; I wants to go to bed.

So I'm writing in my journal again. Because I have little else to do. XD Besides, I forgot to mention something.

I finally got my stepdad to watch Cloverfield with me today. Been waiting awhile now. It was so awesome- his reaction to the parasites in the tunnels was hilarious!

He is one of many though who got a headache from the video camera thing. I didn't mind it at all, but alas- I am superior in these matters. XD

...Gah, I'm so tired! (weeps)

Anyways, I'm also working more on my graduation party. My stepdad wants me to invite everyone in our hall who has kids. Oh boy- as if this party wasn't going to be full enough. I have such a huge family. You'd think my cousins would be enough children.

Oh well. It can't hurt.

....I'm tired! (more weeping)

Damn. AutoGK better finish soon. ;_; 

 
 
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Pi90katana
It appears I have a lot of stuff to focus on. Some aren't new, such as my never-ending job search or recent computer difficulties. Then there's that RP audition I still have to get back to, as well as my own fiction.

Got two new ones though, along with one that's getting a higher rank on my priority list.

I need to start putting a little more thought into my graduation party. We can't have it on the fourteenth like I'd hoped because my stepdad will be out of town then. Mom suggested the end of May, but I'm not to keen on that. Some people need more notice for these kind of things. And perhaps I'm being a brat, but I'd also like to get something for my graduation. With less time, some people might not be able to come up with anything. Not that I want much, but you know. Something besides a collection of Hallmark greeting cards would be nice. XD

So it's probably going to be on June 21 now. Really, I think this works out much better now. If we were going to have it earlier, I was told that we wouldn't really have announcements until after the party. Like doing it backwards. I find that just strange, and I don't like the idea of it. I don't want my party to be last-minute, especially considering how much time we had to do it. I mean, I graduated in September. Had I had it my way, this would've been done by now.

Next thing is something my stepdad brought up with me tonight. He thinks I should start considering getting baptized seriously now. I don't know... I'm not really that comfortable with it. I mean, I want to, but I don't think I'm ready. My religion differs from a lot of others in the sense that we don't get baptized until we ourselves can make the conscious decsion to commit our lives to Jehovah. I don't think I'm ready. 

My stepdad says I should do it anyways though, reasoning that I already know enough to be held accountable, as baptized brothers and sisters are. That disturbed me a little, but I got over it soon enough. If that's the case, than I can live with it. But dedicating your life to God through baptism, to me, is an entirely different matter. I'm not a very spiritual person at this time, so I think that would just be like going through the motions. Don't get me wrong, I love my religion, and God too, but again- I don't think I'm ready. Maybe in a few years.  

And finally, time with Dad, of course. For the record, I did call him back. He wasn't home though. I left a message, which he didn't return until about the time we were leaving for the meeting, so I didn't bother to answer. From the sound of his message, he had some time off. I couldn't tell if it'd been today or tomorrow... guess I'll find out tomorrow.

Speaking of tomorrow, I'm going to do down to a bank and see if maybe they'd be interested in hiring me. Maybe I'll luck out. Also, I finished that assessment for that job employment agency. Hoping to hear from them soon.

All right. Now for some more questions! These are, as far as I know, the last that I've recieved. I know there were some people I responded to who didn't ask me any, or haven't yet, but if I missed someone, please tell me!

So here we go- questions for my good friend [info]tori_angeli!

1. Of any TMNT character, which one would you choose to sit by on a 20-hour flight and why?

Leo. Why? Uh... because I'm me. And as me, that is an obvious choice! XD

Really, I'd love to just talk to him. If he were willing, I think he'd make an excellent conversationalist. I wouldn't bother him too much, of course- wouldn't want to be rude. Maybe ask him about some Ninjitsu techniques or what books he likes to read. I love books, and I think we'd find common ground there. Perhaps stories about younger siblings, too. XD

If Leo didn't really want to deal with me for the whole twenty hours, I might go sit by some of the others for brief periods. Again, there'd be so much to talk about! I'm actually not very picky- I'd be willing to go on and on about superheroes with Mikey, or listen to Donny babbble on about how planes work; I could get some advice from Splinter (Lord knows I need it!) or talk with Raph about motorcycles.

To sit by any of them would be a honor. :D

2. How did you fall in love with TMNT?

It all goes back to that awful room crisis I had in one of the houses I stayed with my dad in. The one where I had to share a room with the baby and his crib and all sorts of various items that were moved into my room, most of which were non-functional.

At some point, a compromise was made and they fixed up the television that had been dumped in my room. For a few hours a day, I was permitted to go in my room alone and watch it. I'd seen snippets of the show a few times; I distinctly recall seeing the first half of Notes From the Underground Part 1 at my mother's. Anyways, when this time came along, they were part way through the Turtles in Space episodes. I found them highly entertaining and loved the characters. Leo's personality, in particular, fascinated me.

I'd only seen three episodes when I was at Wal*Mart with my mom one day. We were by the electronics when I spotted the Meet Casey Jones release on VHS. She bought it for me, and I indulged, growing a little more interested with each episode.

However, I was dying for something a little more angsty, like I'd seen in the fifth Turtles in Space episode. At a different Wal*Mart, with my grandma this time, I found the VHS release of The Shredder Strikes Back. I can still remember reading the synopsis on the back and bouncing up and down with delight! It sounded absolutely thrilling, and it also appeared like it as going to have something to do with my favorite character. Which it did, of course! XD

Oh, those episodes were amazing! That's what did me in. It was everything I'd ever wanted in a show and more. And as I became more enthralled with it, the more I would turn to it to relieve my stress in regards to how life was turning out. 

TMNT has kept me sane. That's the icing on the cake for why I love it.

3. If you dyed or highlighted your hair with an inhuman color (purple, blue, green, pink, etc), what would it be?

You know, I've always wanted a white highlight on my bang. However, that's a human color and therefore out. XD

Hmm... I think blue. A light blue, like a cotton candy color. :D I think that'd be cool.

4. Where is your happy place?

In RL? Definitely my room. I always feel safest there. It's my domain. And I have all of my favorite things in there, whereas I have very little else in the rest of the world. It's also... well, it's me. :) The mess, and what little is organized. It's all a reflection of me. :D

After that, my happy place is probably online. There's just something about it, I guess- having the world at your fingertips. And I never felt so appreciated until I became Pi. I really needed that. I swear it saved my life. ^_^

5. You and your friends are camping when it starts to rain. The tent collapses. You have to put it back up in the dead of the night in the rain. Are you having a great time laughing about this with your pals, or calculating how far it is to the nearest hotel where you can stay up all night watching free cable and pestering the people at the front desk?

Heheh... it just depends! I absolutely love the rain. In all actuality, when it was dry I was probably wanting to go to the hotel. I love cable, don't get it enough, and would probably be content with staying in a room and enjoying myself.

However- the minute it started raining? I'd so be there to stay! Rain is one of my absolute favorite things. :D


All right. Time for bed. I'm so tired. Just realized I only got like three hours of sleep last night with no naps today. >.< It's time for me to sleep.
 
 
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Pi90katana
16 May 2008 @ 02:35 pm
Damn  

I was too tired last night to even make it to two in the morning. Which pretty much sucks, because I had full intentions of stay up and RP with Sandy. She wasn't able to make it for our afternoon slot today, and won't be on at all tomorrow.

So basically, if I get my computer taken away, Sunday will be our last day to do any RP'ing for a long time. 

.....The world is made of suck. Enough said.

Anyways, despite crashing in front of my computer, I'm finding myself very, very tired. Again. I have no idea what it is about me that can survive on four hours of sleep a night for so long before needing three days with ten hours each. 

I might have gotten a little more sleep in my earlier nap, but I finally got called back by that friend of mine. He's having his party on the twenty-fifth of this month. Hmm.... I need to find something to get him. And come up with another fifty bucks to pay the Internet bill. Looks like I'll have to seel stuff again. I'm kinda running out of things worth money, though. 

So, with that date taken (as well as the seventh, which was taken by another person I know), I'm thinking about having my party on June 14. That should be enough time to send out an invitation with a reasonable heads up, don't you think?

I think I'm going to go with that. Will check to see if there's anything wrong with that date, but for now it's sounding good. :D

All right. Well, I suppose I'll be back later. Would answer more questions, but I'm too tired to think right now. XD

 
 
Current Mood: groggy
 
 
Pi90katana

I'd like to make a quick little ammendment to one of the questions I answered for [info]whiteadelphi

2) A story you would love to see for the TMNT fandom but would never be game enough to tackle?

Besides the Lost Season story I mentioned, I would really love to see a Cloverfield/TMNT crossover. Like- seriously. It would make my year.

Ahem- yes. If you people haven't already guessed, or been the victim of my fangeeking, I absolutely love Cloverfield. After TMNT and Transformers, it's probably my favorite movie.

In fact- one of those quotes I had in my Movie Quote game (the one that mentions Garfield) was from Cloverfield.

I follow all of the spoilers like crazy. Took much joy, for some reason, that not more than a week after fangeeking to Aussie , I see some viral videos in which Australia is attacked by some similar monsters- not sure if they're just like Clover (the name of the first monster in the film) or the parasites (the little monsters that came with him). And sadly, they weren't very scary. But still really cool.

Anyways, there's my fangeeking for the day. XD

Let's see... in other news, I haven't heard back from my friend regarding his graduation party yet. Which is a bummer. Maybe he's on vacation or something...

Besides that... my thirty days are almost up. >.> I'm down to three now. And I have no idea what I'm going to do. ;_;

And finally, I'm disabling anonymous comments. Like a coward. But you know what? I don't like random people coming in and lecturing me on sensitive issues. Especially when they sound like people I actually know in RL. 

So sorry to anyone else who reads this journal anonymously and was thinking about making a comment in the future. Not your fault. 

And sorry to the anonymous poster if you're really just trying to help and don't happen to be who I think you are. Again, I'm paranoid.

Now- onto the point of this entry! 

Questions for [info]half_elven!

1. If I was in Idaho near you RIGHT NOW, what would you do?

Hide. Because knowing you, you've finally decided to try and come recruit me for the Foot in person

I shall not be conquered! XD

If you were here for other reasons, I'd probably drag you back to my place and we'd watch a lot of TV. Or do something interesting. :)

2. Did life exist before New Toon Leonardo?

Yes. But it had no meaning. XD

3. If Sokka walked up to you and was like, "hey, join the foot or perish!" What would you do?

I'd smack him with his boomerang.

Pi: You dope! The Foot are like Fire Nation evil! What's the matter with you?!
Sokka: Ow! (rubs face) You don't have to hit so hard!
Pi: Yes I do! (smacks again) Now quit behaving like an idiot and get back into my TV!
Sokka: ;_; Sorry. I think Wan brainwashed me... does she work with the Dai Li too?
Pi: As they work for the Fire Nation now, I wouldn't be surprised. XD

4. Who was your favorite Season 1 villain for Digimon?

Devimon. Hands down. He was made of awesomesauce! And for a champion level Digimon, he kicked ass!

Very close second is Etemon. That guy was hilarious! I still remember my favorite quote from him.

Etemon: No fair! I gotta find me something easier to beat up on- like some cardboard boxes or something!

5. Have you ever been in a sewer?

Nope. Sadly. ;_; 

I will go someday though! :D


And those, my friends, are Pi's questions for the day! I think I'll do one set a day. :)

Oh! And if you haven't gotten any questions yet but would like to, please comment on my last entry. I'll ask them there!

 
 
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Pi90katana
12 May 2008 @ 10:33 pm
As if any of my posts stay on topic. XD 

Well, I've been playing a lot of Hearts on my computer today. I got a perfect score. :D I was so proud, I took a screen shot image of it, just so I could have proof. >.> 

Okay- onto relevant stuff XD. So today I went to this employment agency, and they told me to fill out an oline application. I'm going to try it in a little bit; would have earlier, but my computer froze up halfway through it and I didn't feel like starting again. I don't know how to answer some of the questions... 

The guy I talked to told me what McDonald's already said: Lately, employers are wanting workers with previous job experience. 

Sheesh. How is anyone under twenty supposed to get a job? I am not looking forward to the Summer- all of the kids getting out of high school will be looking for Summer jobs or something. Not going to help me any, obviously. 

Trying to come up with a good date for a graduation party. Most of my family members, I know, live close enough that they should be able to make it without much notice. I'm not going to have it really soon though. I'm thinking maybe early June... If we can get some invitations, I can mail them out to those relatives who live further away. Perhaps someone can make the jaunt up. 

I also need to call an old childhood friend of mine. He graduates at the end of the month, so I need to find out when he's having his party. Wouldn't want them to be on the same day, of course. 

Hmm... and just for the hell of it... >.> I've made a list of some things I'd be thrilled to get as a present. Of course, I know I'll get none of them, but it'd be cool. :D 

1. TMNT Return to New York comics 
2. TMNT NECA Figures 
3. Cold Cast Leonardo Statue (as seen here
4. Leonardo Statue (as seen here
5. A Scanner 

I know I can't get the fourth one. That's custom made. Doesn't stop me from wanting it, though! XD 

Oh yeah. One more thing before I go.... 

 
 
 
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Pi90katana
11 May 2008 @ 07:28 pm
I did what I said I was going to. I called my father today.

I was always told growing up that I was naïve. It made me into a very distrusting person. Because of this very nature, I should've had at least a vague idea that the conversation would go less than ideally. 

But because I'm an idiot, I didn't, of course.

He asked me what was going on, and I pretty much avoided all subjects. 'Nothing much,' I told him. We talked for a little bit, just random stuff. The he asked me if anything exciting was going on.

I mentioned how mom had told me to pick out a date for my graduation party. I was basically told that that was unimportant. 'Do you expect me to care about that when I haven't talked to you in months?' 

Of course that aubject would come up; I expected it to, actually. Just not in conjection with that topic. I don't really know what I was expecting to come of that, but it certainly wasn't the reply I was given.

He also said that 'we' shouldn't be worrying about that, but rather be more concerned about repairing our relationship.

...I'm sorry. But what the hell was I just trying to do there? Seriously- were my intentions not obvious?

Maybe he thought I was trying to drag some cash out of him or something. And in case anyone's wondering, the answer to that is no. He already bought me my class ring- that was more than enough. I just... I don't know- wanted him to be there, I guess. But apparently that was not obvious either.

I was told to just pick whatever date I wanted. If he can come, he'll come. 

Anymore? I'm not sure if I want him to come. There will be enough people there as is, and I do horrible in crowds. 

My siblings though... I'd still want them to be there. I miss them so badly. Took all I could not to let them hear me crying when I talked to them. My sister's talking so well now. And my brother loves Spiderman. 

Talking to them was probably the only good thing about the call, even if it made me feel horrible. The rest of the time was spent in conversation with my dad, where upon he dragged all of the current issues of my life to him. It would appear my grandmother has been blabbing again.

Yes, my parents are moving in July and yes, I still don't plan to go with them. No, I'm not having any luck on the job front and yes, I know that being able to drive would help. Thanks for rubbing it all in my face again, Dad. 

And this, my friends, is why I never call.
 
 
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Pi90katana
11 May 2008 @ 04:38 am

Wahahaha- yay for me! I finally finished one of my RP Auditions (the villain one)! 

It took like... three hours just to write. How pathetic, huh? >.<

But I'm done! :D I'm so happy! I sent it off to the main TT RPers. And now I pace, because I'm scared to death to find out what they think of it.

In other news, today my mother told me to just pick a date and we'll finally have my graduation party. Yes, I graduated back in September. But my stepdad refused to have a party until the Spring. Lame, huh? We have less money now. 

I'm trying to come up with a good date. I have a huge family, and I want most of them to be able to come. Some live a bit aways, so I doubt they'd be able to come, but I'd like to have a far enoguh date that if they can make it, they'll be able to do so.

I also need to get in contact with my dad. He works on Saturdays, which is when I'd like to have mine, and despite our relationship lately, I'd like for him to be able to come.

Actually, I need to talk to him anyways. It's been... months. Same with my siblings, too. I miss them so much. ;_; 

I talked to my grandma the other day. She told me that my little brother said that he cries sometimes when he thinks of me. I can imagine him saying that so easily... It breaks my heart.

(deep breath) I'll try to call tomorrow.

Also, today I went to see Iron Man. :D It wasn't that bad. I enjoyed it quite a bit, though I don't think it's the best movie of the year. I have high hopes for Indiana Jones and The Dark Knight. (rubs hands together).

While I was at the theatre, I asked about a job. Even if it's way out of my walking distance, I figured I may as well try. Was shut down, of course- they're not hiring. But I tried.

Okay. Time for another meme!

I actually found this with three people all at once ([info]half_elven, [info]silent_myriad, and [info]engelina_c). So I don't know how well I can answer some of the questions. But I'll do my best!

IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, if you're more of a lurker, or if we already know everything about each other.

BE HONEST! Answer the questions in your own journal. 

Questions )

And now I'm off to bed. Night!

 
 
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