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25 June 2009 @ 02:39 pm

I seem only capable of babbling lately. (facepalm)

Quick love for the new One Piece chapter: ASDFGHJKL; Oda has this insane ability to make each and every one of his characters memorable and wonderful. The villains that I hate I love. So naturally, the already proven awesomeness of a certain secondary character had to be doubled.

Now I just have to remind myself that no one dies in One Piece. 'Cause they don't. Theydon'ttheydon'ttheydon't.

Ahem. Anyways.

Passed my driving test. Translation? I get to sleep again as of next week! Oh yes, I love this. :3

Considering that currently my sleep schedule is very whacked. Er, as in for me- not you sleep-when-the-sun-is-down people. Like yesterday, I didn't wake up until 9:30 PM. SHEESH. Even when I sleep in, it's usually only until five or six! 

Made it very hard for me to get any rest last night. Didn't find myself tired until around eleven in the afternoon... at which point I had to get Shen ready to be picked up, and thus didn't really get to sleep until noon. So two hours. Work's gonna be a lot of fun tonight.

On top of all of that... I'm feeling pretty damn bad about Shen. I failed to find her a good home. Hell- couldn't even find her a bad home (not that I would do that, mind). I couldn't find anyone who wanted her! I was just going to let her go, but my grandmother insisted that she'd starve or something and made me think of the rain so with a sigh I gave and agreed to take her to the Humane Society.

My thinking was she'd have some sort of chance of finding a home after being taken in by them. But they're overflowing, so now I'm very unsure. Especially as you have to pay like forty bucks to get a cat from them (granted they're fixed, etc.).

It was really awful, putting her in my grandma's car. She was very frightened, and I couldn't stop petting her through the little carrier door. Only made it worse that my grandma and her friend (whom I'm very uncomfortable around) were there, talking about how it would've been better if I'd never gotten her at all (grandma said that, her friend just agreed). I just love how she's been making it sound to everyone she gossips to that I had to get rid of my cat because I couldn't take care of her. Versus because my landlord said she had to go.

Yes, there are a lot of things I regret that I didn't do right by Shen. I wish I would've been able to give her more attention, for instance. But I did love her, didn't I? And I did give her as good of a home as I could while I had her, right? I did the best I could.

...Didn't I? 

I wish I knew she'd find a good home.  
 
 
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Pi90katana
23 June 2009 @ 11:36 pm

I love my shows/comics. How many times have I mentioned this before? Whenever I'm down, there's always one to pick me back up. If there isn't one, well then I just find another one. And then I spend the rest of my regular days hopping around from fanfom lily pad to fandom lily pad.

I usually remain obsessed with one at a time though. Oddly enough, I'm with two at the moment (One Piece and Deadpool) and can't seem to decide which one to focus creative energies on.

Today though it seemed that I would pick One Piece. I've been watching this [info]op_fanforall2 meme for some time now (even back before it was a separate community without that little '2' on the end) and asked for some fic a few months back. Some very strange requests have come through there... enough to give me nose bleeds. But some of the best fic I've seen has also been written there, so it's worth keeping up with. My prompt was answered recently, making me very happy, and I went back to trying to write a response myself.

But that isn't working out so well... if my writing were to take a physical form, I would be forced to admit that I've really let myself go. Which is saying something, because even at the peak of my fanficcing I still had stuff to improve on. Problem is, this current self is more aware of this and has spoiled itself with loads of goodfic and thus has problems writing more than a paragraph or two.

Ah, I remember the days when I could write thousands of words in some hours and at least be somewhat satisfied. These days are no more.

Then again, I am trying my hand with new fandoms. Considering I'm so used to TMNT, I suppose this counts for something. I know those characters like the back of my hand, whereas I still have a considerable amount to learn on One Piece characterization, I think. And for some reason it's the little things that are getting me, such as speech and mannerisms, etc. And I just can't write without knowing these things.

...Okay, so I can write, but I can't allow myself to get very far, dammit. My brain recognizes it as unacceptable and won't allow me to proceed further. It's evil like that.

I think there needs to be a tutorial for writing fic in every fandom. You know, with general guidelines for plot and characterization, etc. Would come in a lot of handy right about now.

(continues to toy around)

Anyways, for normal life related things- just about done with my driver's ed classes. Tomorrow is the final and today was my last drive. After this I just need to practice for a bit and then I can go for my license. :D

Tomorrow is D-day for the kitty and I think she knows it somehow. She scratched a lovely bunch of wood out of my bedroom door. You'd think this would make it easier for me to accept she has to go (no more broken things, etc.), but I still feel horrible every time I look at her.

And finally the work scene. I had an interesting day yesterday. In a good way. No truck for once (and why yes, the heavens did open up and the angels did sing), so it was rather relaxing. At lunch I talked to mom on the phone and one of the subjects that came up was the driving thing I mentioned. I've been wondering just who I'm going to practice driving with. Grandma, obviously, but I would really like to get some practice driving at night and I can't do that with her.

Mom said I should ask a friend and when I drew a blank, she seemed sure by this point that I would've made at least a few by now.

Aaaand I was still drawing blanks. There's people I talk to frequently, sure, but are they my friends? I've had this problem before- I just don't know how to tell. It's very confusing. Keep in mind that I'm a social retard, people. This is stuff that I should've learned in kindergarten, after all.

Anyways, I kept wondering about it for a while. While I've always been unsure on the whole subject, I've always had a lead candidate for the role. Later that day, when we were moving stuff around in the frozen cooler, I found myself asking him if we were. In abit more words than I'll state here, he told me yes.

This... is a very nice feeling.
 
 
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Pi90katana
11 June 2009 @ 05:19 am


Well my floor is dry now, though a bit brown in places. The maintenance guy came by a few days ago and got a bunch of it out of the carpet with a wet vaccuum. He said we'd have to let the rest dry on it's own though and then eventually they'd get around to steam-cleaning it. I heard someone doing just that this afternoon in my neighbor's house (I guess the water damage in his apartment was far worse), so I'm guessing it'll only be a matter of time.

Had I been a little more awake, I probably would've had the sense to go and ask. However, it was a driver's ed day, so I was pretty wiped. I hate getting up so early for lessons, especially seeing as the hour and a half spent for class time is only to reach the fifty required hours. I don't even have to do any work, but it'd be kinda rude to sleep, you know?

The driving itself is getting a little more productive. Several people have joked before at work that my 'driving' skills with a pallet jack could use some work, so I guess it only makes sense that I'd have as much difficulty with a real vehicle XD. However, when I first started out with a pallet jack I was abysmal and now I can at least use one pretty comfortably. I figure I'll reach the same point with a car eventually, though I figure it's going to take a lot of practice. I don't want to go after my license until I've had such practice though, so this may take some time....

After all of these drives thus far, what it seems to be coming down to is steering. Sometimes I make turns a bit too sharply, and the steering wheel and I don't get along so well... not that I drift all over the road, mind you. Really the problem only occurs when I'm going in reverse. I often turn it the wrong way or something. ^_^; Just one more thing to work on.

But I did fairly well on both of my drives today! We went on a highway drive first, and I didn't do too horrible. Scariest bit was when I was stuck with one semi in front of me and another behind in a construction zone. That was pretty freaky. I thought my next lesson would've been worse actually, but parallel parking turned out to be much easier in comparison. Everyone had me thinking it was going to be really difficult! I'd much rather be practicing that one instead.

And that was pretty much my day. Wrote a little bit though. Once again I'm noticing how horribly out of practice I am on the writing front. Though maybe it has something to do with all of the other fandoms I'm trying my hand at. Avatar fic is pretty easy, actually. Deadpool is still proving a bit difficult, as is One Piece.

I think my problem with that one is that I'm so used to plotting around a fairly realistic setting... er, you know what I mean. One Piece is rather different though. 'Tis one of the reasons why I love it so, but it still makes it difficult to write. Thankfully my first try at it will be for an anonymous prompt, so if I epically fail it won't be so big of a deal. Plus the setting is something that's already happened, so I have some form of structure. The remaining variables are still a bit to work with though. Maybe I'll finally finish a project? Would be nice.

 
 
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Pi90katana
15 May 2009 @ 01:34 pm

Ugh. For a hundred dollars worth of comics, they're sure taking their sweet time getting here. It isn't like I didn't order them from three different places or nothing. >.<

My weekend (Tuesday and Wednesday) was rather busy. First I had to study for a Driver's Ed test I don't actually have to take yet. Then a whole bunch of people got invited over to my house for a movie- seriously. I know at least seven people were invited all together, and not all of them by me. I went along with it because Whoa! People coming to see me? That doesn't happen often.

Only three showed up though. Part of me was relieved, but the other half was a little disappointed... ah well. Just another thing to label 'Get Over'. The movie (Taken) was sweet. ^_^

On Wednesday I had to wake up early to go to my orthodontist. 'Cept we went to where my Dad lives first and then he took me.

Surprisingly, there was no awkwardness. At the house, I actually spent a majority of the time getting led around by my siblings to their current favorite things. My brother is very much into video games at the moment, and my little sister has a plastic kitchen set and made me some pretend food. They're so cute. XD

We took my brother with me to the orthodontist. I was surprised he'd wanted to come, but I'd forgotten the waiting room has an Xbox. XD

The ride over was nice- we talked about jobs and such (he may be losing his). On the way back we bugged my brother by listening to music he doesn't like. When we got home earlier than my grandma (who'd gone to the mall with my sister), he took us to Dairy Queen. Then once my stepmom and stepsisters were home, me and the younger one talked about how stupid Twilight is (Huzzah- an intelligent one!).

All in all, it was actually a good visit. I need to stop getting worried every time I go to see my dad. It looks like he's decided to go ahead and continue what I started by sweeping the issues between us under the rug. Yeah, yeah- that might not be the most healthy course of action. God knows I've been told a million times that we need to talk it out. But everytime we did try talking, one or both of us would just be left irritated, and at least my way lets us hold a civil conversation with one another.

Oh yeah- back to the orthodontist bit. Because of my bad brushing, I already know I'm going to have some scarring on my teeth. However, they're straight enough now that the doc says they can come off next time! Yay!

Only thing is- they only remove braces on Monday mornings. So I have to wake up waaaay early on Monday, have someone drive me (about an hour's drive) to my appointment, spend an hour and a half getting the things removed, then have someone else drive me back home in time to go to work. And then I have to be back again on Wednesday to get the retainers put in. (headdesks)

But still. NO MORE BRACES. (joy!)

And now my busy weekend shall be complimented by a busy work week. Small truck yesterday, but they had us all over the place doing other things so it got done later than it should have. And now we have two trucks today. Ugh... gonna be so tired when I'm done.

In the mean time, the Star Trek movie (which I haven't seen yet) has had an odd effect on me. I've gone back to watch episodes- but not of the original series. I grew up watching Voyager, so that's what I was inspired to watch now. I think I may love it more than I did as a child. :3

Friday Youtube! Yes- it's another video from It'sJustSomeRandomGuy. What can I say? I love it! Besides, this one is so the bomb. The thing with Sabertooth, Gambit's little screentime, and the slaughter of Deadpool's character. S'all here. (loves on it)

 
 
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Pi90katana
15 April 2009 @ 08:41 pm
Who?  

And again I fall behind. Man, I used to write an entry like everyday now. Seems I've become too much of a Youtube junkie to remember it anymore. ^_^;

Can't even recall half the stuff I wanted to mention anymore either. Ah well. Nothing too exciting, I suppose.

Well, I'll take that back. The first fourteen pages of Chapter 17 of MNT: Gaiden are up. Updates for that are always squee worthy. :D Seems like this one's Don-centric, which is really making me anxious. Here's hoping he doesn't kill Leo.

On a side note, I had a weird random thought the other day regarding this comic. As it was made evident in the last chapter, the curse is still hanging around. And for some reason that made me flashback to the prologue. You know- the part where Splinter takes it into himself and Leo has to kill him (;_;).

Here's where the random thought popped up- though Splinter was killed, wouldn't the curse still be in him? I mean, he wasn't completely destroyed- his ashes were there, after all. What if it stayed in those? And then Donatello comes along and gathers them up...

I dunno. Just found that really interesting. :)

Anyways. that aside. Went driving again today. I'm pretty damn sure this was my worst drive to date. It was in town once again, but not in the little subdivisions or anything. Nope- this time I was driving in the busiest intersections in town in rush hour traffic.

Holy shit, I was scared to death. O_O

Worse yet, this was the first time I had to practive changing lanes. I was pretty awful at that, but I think I improved a little towards the end. Nevertheless, it was pretty bad. I was about ready to declare I'd never drive anywhere but to work after that. Hopefully next week will be better.

As for now, I'm kinda just sitting around. My friend is back from the Dominican Republic, and we were thinking about doing something, but she kinda forgot me. I just got a call from her a little while ago, but by now it's a bit too late to do anything. We're thinking about watching a movie in a couple of days though, before I go to work.

Either way, it's left me wondering about myself. I'm beginning to think I'm just a very forgettable person. In real life, friends and family are constantly forgetting about me. Online... well, only a few people I was talking to last year still talk to me regularly. I know they're all much busier now, as am I, but nothing is like how it used to be.

I can recall how last year, even when barely anything would happen that day, I'd still talk to several people. Now it's like even when people come online, few of them are talking to me. Others disappear before I have the chance to say a hello. When I myself initiate the conversation with someone I haven't talked to in a while, it always seems to die fast.

It all just makes me... very confused. I realize people have a lot of other stuff going on in their lives, but it just seems so odd that the majority of them would all so suddenly avoid me like the plague. Thus the current train of thought... there really must be next to nothing worth remembering about me.

I'm attempting to get used to it. Distractions are helpful.
 
 
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Pi90katana
10 April 2009 @ 01:45 pm
Noooo... I don't want to go to work! (tries to ignore calendar) My three day weekend can't be up. (cries)

Tuesday, as usual, was my do nothing day. However, the days following were actually pretty busy and stuff.

On Wednesday, I woke up really early (going on my sleeping schedule this would be 11 AM, my version of 7 AM) and then walked over to Wal*Mart. I went early for a good reason, as I needed a haircut, and figured the earlier I went the sooner they could get me in.

Even though I got there really early, I still ended up having to wait until one to get in. But that was all right- I needed to get some new clothes anyways. So I shopped around for some jeans and a new nice looking top that I could wear to the meetings, and a couple of other things. By the time I'd checked out, they were ready for me.

The lady who cut my hair was really nice. My hair no longer looks... well, I wouldn't really know the term for it besides abstract as hell. Now though, it's all even on both sides and short enough to manage again. Plus, I also got some highlights put in that turned out really pretty. Kind of a copper color, and they're nice and subtle too. (is pleased)

It was rather spendy, unfortunately >.<. However, here is another instance where working at Wal*Mart is win. Pretty much every store inside of the building offers Wal*Mart employees a discount- even a few outside of the store, like the McDonald's across the street. Getting a haircut was no different, and I got 20% off. My wallet was a happy camper.

Anyways, after that was done, I had to hurry back over to the high school for driver's ed. Ick. More stuff I don't really need to learn. But as mentioned in prior entries, I am Student Z. Student Z gets to go driving on Wednesdays, so it was all good in the end.

...Though maybe a little freaky. Last week, I was just driving around town, practicing turns and stuff at about thirty miles an hour. This time around, I got to go drive out on country roads, speed limits ranging from thirty to sixty-five miles an hour.

Did I mention it was raining? Holy shit, I was scared to death! O_O

The teacher said I did much better with my right turns this time, though. I'm improving on lane position too, but she thinks that could still use a bit of work. Overall it was a good drive.

When I came home, I started cleaning up a little before RPing. Mwahaha.... I love doing that, by the way. I have so much fun playing Bishop.

As for yesterday, that was kinda peaceful too. I'd requested it off for the Memorial (an event my religion celebrates), but still had quite a bit of time to myself. I did a little bit of laundry and cleaned up my room- it looks a lot better now. Just needs to be vaccuumed, I think. I didn't have time to do much with the kitchen though. I'm hoping to work on that little by little in the coming days.

The kitchen is... yeah. It's a mess. I'm not actually in it all that often anymore, so I don't tend to see the mess that has steadilt been accumulating there. I have a lot of dishes to do, and the floor is all nasty. Big project there.

I'm sure the fridge could use some help too. Like I said- not in there very often anymore. I've noticed I don't really eat much anymore, besides random snacks, so I wouldn't be surprised to find some food in there that isn't exactly good to eat anymore.

(sighs) Calendar's not changing, dammit. Guess I gotta get ready for work.

In the meantime, it's Youtube Friday!

I love this one. Soooo much love for Deadpool. And even though this is fanmade, it is easily as quotable as if it were from a movie or something. XD



Chimichanga! XD
 
 
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Pi90katana
07 April 2009 @ 02:37 pm
Eep  


Ah, the magic of Bipolar disorder. Frequent right turns into depression suck, of course, but when you take a left back into mania? Everything's all better again. I don't know why.

Anyways, I think that had to do something with why I was so emotional about missing the wedding. I feel better now, though. Am contemplating sending him a gift too. Maybe if I can get a hold of his mom, I can find out if there's something they could use for their new house or something....

In the mean time, I have driver's ed in less than an hour, and it comes with two exams. >.<

(studies)

 
 
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Pi90katana
02 April 2009 @ 01:31 pm

Okay. So I have to admit to have becoming a major fan of the Nostalgia Critic. New episodes are like the highlight of my weekend (and so coincidentally happen to hit the nets on my weekend)- and any Bum Review that might come along is only like icing on the cake.

So I was on his website the other day and was filled with joy to have both, along with a new Ask-a-guy, in which all three of the characters were switched around for April Fool's. Was much fun.

And then I noticed that there was a new line up for the things the NC would be reviewing.

I think my heart stopped as it looked upon the slot for April 21.

He's reviewing TMNT! OMFG YAY! I am both excited and terrified XD. There's such a heavy chance this movie will get ripped on, but then again, there are parts that deserve that. (hops around in glee)

I had to go watch his review of the first three original films again. It kills me dead every time. (dies of laughter) And I have high hopes that the Critic won't end up sobbing in the bathtub again after this one.

Ahem. Anyways. On to real life stuff.

Yesterday was another driver's ed class. (bangs head) Why is this stuff so boring?

On the plus side- I finally got to drive. I even got my little schedule. Each group is assigned a letter on this schedule, but I'm the only one who's getting private lessons. When she starts her next class in June, she'll schedule me in to ride along with some other groups so I can get some observation time, but for now I'm my own group. Mwahaha... I'm Student Z. Much fun.

I don't seem to have done too badly on my drive. The two things she wrote down for me to improve on were my right turns and lane positions. I shall attempt to do better.

While walking home, I passed by Billy and Jacob doing stuff together. Billy pulled over and told me some stuff he found out about this photo position that opened up a few days ago. I guess they need someone like right away for Sunday, so I need to talk to management as soon as possible.

I think photo is the only place in the store I would leave the ICS for. Depending on some things, of course. Like, I would need to at least make the same amount of money I do now to take it, otherwise I'd be screwed. :/

I'd feel a little bad though if I had to move. I love the guys I work with in the ICS, and it would mean leaving them. That would suck. ;_;

Still don't even know if I'll be getting it though. I'm leaving for work early today to talk to the people about the position. :D
 
 
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Pi90katana
18 March 2009 @ 03:16 am


I awoke bright and freaking early to reread the driver's manual. Was exhausted, but I made it to the DMV. They were a little busy, thus they had two people helping everyone who came in. One was the lady from before, and the other was the one who actually helped me.

Though I actually had no choice in the matter, I was very pleased to end up with the non-bitchy one. I presented my birth certificate and proof of residence and stated I needed to get a new permit. Upon asking when the old one had expired, I told her the first of this current month.

She was rather surprised by this and informd me that I shouldn't have to take the test again until a year after my permit expires. I told her that the other lady had told me otherwise and the newer lady made a quick phone call to find out what was up.

Turns out the first lady was just an idiot. Didn't have to take the test again, and after a quick little picture I had my new permit. Yayness. ^_^

Afterwards I went to driver's ed. Learned some very brief stuff and then came home to get my stuff ready to go to mom's house.

...Only stuff came up preventing my stepdad from coming to get me. (headdesk) I'm still bummed. However, he's picking me up early tomorrow. And I got to RP tonight over at TT to pass the time and the stuff.

Also watched the animated Wolverine vs. Hulk movie that came out a month or two ago. Am still fangasming over the Wolverine trailer and subsequently went on a Deadpool kick. Upon seeing clips with him from it, I had to watch.

...I was disappointed. ;_; Lionsgate did awesomely with their Avenger movies, but everything else is really starting to blow. This one was only an hour long and was basically all random fight scenes in which blood was everywhere and Deathstrike appeared to have an orgasm upon stabbing Wolverine (Pi: ...WTF? O_o). People also lose their arms a lot. The Professor in the begiining has his cut off, and then Wolverine cuts off one of Deathstrike's robotic ones. He also proceeds to later slice off one of Deadpool's not so cybernetic arms... though that was actually kinda funny (Deadpool: (*trying to put the pieces back together* There we go... No, that's not right. ...What the hell? Oh, now it's upside down... *adjusts* There she is! Sweet.). Anyways, later Deathstrike gets both cybernetic ones ripped off. It just happened a lot.

I know the thing was based off a very early comic (featuring Wolverine's first appearance if I remember correctly, as a matter of fact), but it was just really lacking. No development at all, and it literally ends with Hulk and Wolverine starting up another fight.

Deadpool was awesome though. I'd rewatch just for him.

...

Deathstrike: (moves The Professor's body with her foot)
Sabertooth: The last thing The Professor said before he gutted him was for us to kill Wolverine'!
Deadpool: Really. Huh. (to Omega Red) You buy that? Yeah, you know, I would think the last thing he would've said was "AHHHH! Sabertooth!" (makes death noises)

 
 
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Pi90katana
17 March 2009 @ 07:24 am

I wrote it down in my last entry and I still forgot.

Have to take the test for my permit tomorrow. I haven't studied anything whatsoever. Last time I just barely passed. It's now 7:30 AM and I'm going to have to be up early.

I'm so screwed. ;_;
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Pi90katana
16 March 2009 @ 02:55 pm


Muah. Here's all of the little things that have slipped any previous posts by my own forgetfulness. I shall try and keep them short, for fear of having an entry that can be wrapped around the middle of the world.

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Thoughts on new co-workers:

I've known Patrick since starting at Wal*Mart. Uber nice guy- he was a cashier before this. Working with him more now is kinda weird though... but in a good way. Sorta. It's actually really hard to describe. In short, I've never met someone as sincerely happy as he is. The guy's never down, even when he says he's bummed about something. The glass isn't just full with him, it's like full of liquid sunshine and rainbows. Someone asked him yesterday where he gets all of his energy from and I kid you not, his answer was 'happiness'.

...Poor guy gets thrown into the ICS. The rest of us don't 'do' happy. XD

Anyways, worked with Jesse a few times before. He was also a cashier. Working with him for the past few weeks has given me enormous respect for him. He's everything I've wanted back there since forever. He's very pleasant to work with, and very attentive. In the first few days, whenever he was attempting something, he'd ask if it was right, or if I had any suggestions- all kinds of stuff. He's great at stacking and is already starting to get into the groove of how we behave around one another. Example from yesterday yet again, when Billy was getting some pallets down for everyone when we were doing picks:

Billy: Which pallet do you need, little girl?
Jesse: 24B- B as in 'bigmouth'.

-

Last Wednesday I woke up to my cell ringing. I answered it and was informed by my grandma that I needed to be ready for her to pick me up in an hour as she'd signed me up for driver's training.

Yeah. I wtf'ed.

Anyways, went down to the DMV. Lady there is a bitch. I have to take the test for my permit again on Tuesday, and apparently I need an ID that was issued to me in 2004 to get it. What the hell? I never needed that thing for my last permit. Secondly, it would look nothing like me anymore with five years passed. And lastly- no one knows where it is. Ugh. Hope she isn't there when tomorrow.

But yeah. After that affair I went down to the high school and had to sit in a room with thirty other high school brats. Oy, it was painful. Good reminder for why I ended up home schooling myself. But I do appear to be getting special treatment. Schedules were handed out later in the day showing when classes are (my days off, out of luck) and when the driving groups will be driving. These groups don't tend to be on a Tuesday or Wednesday, and are actually split up all over the place. I went to talk to her later to point out that thosedays with those times wouldn't work for me no matter which driving group I was in, and found out she was making an exception for me due to work. I just get to drive with whoever. XD

One thing I'm not very pleased with though is the bill. Not nice to learn that I have to fork up $145 an hour after waking.

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Am going to visit mom Tuesday after driver's ed. Will be staying up there until Thursday, when my stepdad will bring me home before work. He's also picking me up. Translation: I have between when I get off work until then to get the house looking decent. (FEAR)

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Operation: Birthday was a partial success. The people who threatened me with songs and the like were mostly avoided. Found out later that Billy had convinced them that the best way to grant my 'birthday wish' would be to not do the birthday things. Was rather grateful.

Later however, my birthday was again announced- this time at the overnight meeting (which we missed due to the arrival of a frozen truck). Later, when I was taking out other pallets on the grocery side, someone noticed me and said happy birthday. This alerted everyone else there that I was in the vicinity, upon which they all came out one by one to say it as well. XD

Later:

Pi: (embarassed) Thank you.
Aaron: Waitasec. How come you don't get mad at them when they say it, but you bite our heads off?
Pi: Because you know better.
Billy: Oh what the hell.

-

Same day Billy said something interesting to me.

Billy: You know it's not a big deal if someone wants to do something for your birthday. It's actually kind of a nice thing. It makes you feel appreciated by your friends.

I've spent the last several years under the impression that I have no friends (in real life). Well, one friend... but she's still away in the Dominican Republic. It's gotten to the point where I really can't remember just how people become friends. Is it really that simple? I still find it all confusing.

-

Jen is back from vacation. She is a million shades of awesome. Twice in a row now, I have been chosen to sort break packs andscan electronics over Kathy. Pure win.

Best thing is that Kathy's throwing a fit over it. That's supposedly 'her thing', and she was never happy when I was even asked to help her at times after she learned I do it too. She's been really nasty lately, but I could care less. MUAH. I win.

-

Twice now, happy news completely unrelated to me has made me have brief moments of emo. I don't think this says anything nice about my character.

-

I've started playing Bishop over at TT officially.  It's oresome. XD

 
 
Current Mood: rushed
 
 
Pi90katana
01 October 2008 @ 12:12 pm


Thus far, I have to say... living on my own has been one of the best experiences of my life. I mean, I got home yesterday from seeing a movie and was sitting down at my laptop when I realized that I haven't been this happy in a long time. Even throwing the foot pain in there, I am, for the most part... happy. :D It's a strange feeling!

I barely did anything yesterday. My alarm clock didn't go off, so I ended up waking two hours later than I planned. I had about an hour tojust get awake before my grandma came over so we could get some things done.

First thing on the list was picking up my debit card. For some reason, putting that card into my wallet seemed bigger than getting my permit. Probably because I haven't done much with said permit ^_^;. Either way, it felt like a real adult step or something. Was really cool.

And holy crap- it's so neat looking! Like, all pretty and everything. And it has my name on it. O.O Duuuuuude... That shouldn't be as awesome as it is! XD

After I got that, my grandma went to her own bank to get a withdrawl for groceries later. Then she took me to this new subdivision that isn't quite done yet (and thus a bit more empty) and I got to practice driving for a while. It's been a while since I was behind the wheel, and I've only done that twice. Nevertheless, things seemed to come a little easier now. I remembered to use my turn signal 99% of the time- the one time I didn't when I was trying to figure out how to Yield and and do it at the same time. >.>

That was the harder part, I think. I couldn't quite remember what to do at a Yield. Hopefully next time will be better. Another thing to work on is a problem my stepdad pointed out during my first lesson last year- I overcompensate when I turn the wheel sometimes, so when I go to straighten out the vehicle afterwards, I end up having a harder time at it then I should. (scratches head) Maybe I'm turning too slow? Because when I do it, I try to turn the wheel just the right amount, but I always feel like I'm going to hit the curb or something when I do so I end up turning it a little more. Hmm... (considers)

Other than that though, I think I did fairly well. Stayed on the right side of the road most of the time as well, the only time I didn't being during some of those oddball turns of mine. But since no one was really in the street, I didn't have to worry about hitting anyone.

When we were done there, I went to grandma's and lounged for a bit. That's another thing that's been great about me being on my own- my relationship with my family members is actually seeming to improve! I haven't had stressing conversations with any of them, for the most part, since I've moved in here. And with my grandparents, I actually seem to be getting along with them well! I like this a lot. Maybe someday I can do the same with my dad? He'll be harder, I know, but it's not impossible.

Anyways- before going to grandma's, we'd driven by the little theatre in town and I'd seen that Eagle Eye was playing. I've been wanting to see that for awhile, but thought I wouldn't go as it's not much fun seeing a movie by yourself. And it's not like it's my grandparents' kind of movie.

That was when I remembered though- the only person I've really been able to keep a friendship going with that lived so far away? Yeah, we're in the same town now. :D So I called her up and asked if she'd like to go with me, and she ended up bringing her sisters, cousin, and two people I don't know. XD It was cool though! Her family is really nice, and I like hanging out with them when I can. Heck, they're usually less busy than I am! And her older sister has offered to help teach me how to drive as well, which is really neat.

The movie was really great, by the way. I give it a little Pi Stamp of Approval! It was definitely my kind of movie- action with a nice side of thriller.

One of my favorite lines is the thing about the timers. XD I won't quote it because it has the potential to spoil, but it was awesome.

My friend took me home after the movie was done, and I came into the bedroom. I already stated my little realization above, but yeah. It's great to finally have things going for me. Though I miss talking to peoples online and stuff. ;_; It's like no one's on anymore, even if I know it's only me who isn't on anymore! XD

Seriously though- I miss. Though I don't miss some of the crazy net drama that goes on, and I hope there hasn't been any of that. I'm kinda keeping an eye on one that could be starting up, but hopefully it won't fully develop.

Though all things considered, with the way this fandom runs it probably will. >.<

 
 
Current Mood: happy
 
 
Pi90katana
30 September 2008 @ 02:46 pm
Yesterday was great. Nice and relaxing. ^_^ I did some unpacking and relaxing around the house, all of which my feet thanked me for. Also, I got a call from the bank saying my debit card is here, so I'll go pick that up in a bit. Also, my grandpa came over and figured out that I actually can watch some television with that cable running through the room. Hyess! I squee!

Now if only I could figure out when my mail comes... :/ Before I left my other house, I ordered some comics and gave this address. They shipped Friday, I do believe, and I've been checking outside everday in hopes they've come. Nothing as of yet. I'm sure they're just not here yet, but I'm really hoping they won't come at a time where I'm not home, you know? Hmm...

The first of the month will be here soon, and if I do recall, that means bills shall be coming. This makes me nervous. Hope I can get them all done and everything. Thankfully I get paid Thursday.

Anyways, going to do a little bit of driving with my grandma in a bit. Stupid alarm clock didn't go off this morning, unfortunately, so I overslept.

 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
Pi90katana
11 September 2008 @ 08:06 pm

For once in my life, everything seems to be going my way. Seriously- today was perfect. I couldn't be more happy! Even in the early morning, I had nothing but good news.

My stepdad drove me up here and we talked a lot on the way. He gave me tips when working, and discussed responsibility and other things. But he told me something else too that was way cool- apparently, several months ago he and my mom started saving up to buy me a car and they got it not too long ago. It's a white Buick, and as soon as I can drive I can have it.

Um... awesome! A car! (dances around)

And it only got better from there. Went to work and got to put my name on my badge (which is really cool, by the way), and then me and the other five new hire-ons got to go to a meeting. I got to see the Wal*Mart cheer. O.O Sounds interesting! It was cool seeing everyone do it though. And everyone I met seems really happy, too.

After the meeting, we went back to the training room and finished the rest of our paperwork. Then we got a break, which was also fun. I hung out with a cashier who's about a year older than me and we talked and stuff before going back when our break was done. I stuck with her for most of the day. Sadly, she'll be on a different shift than I so we won't see each other after tomorrow. Was still fun, though!

When we got back, we watched some videos and were introduced to more people as they came in. We went over policies and stuff. Then we got to play this game dealing with Wal*Mart history- I won two pins! They're pretty neat looking. ^_^

After that, one of the women showed us how to clock in and out, and informed us how the scheduling works. We clocked out for lunch then and I went to the Subway they have in the store. They give employees a discount, which we also get while working there (ten percent). 'Twas yummy! And I was back right on time.

We continued to meet more people, and then she divided us up to go around the store and gather information and stuff. We had a time limit, so we didn't finish it completely. It was all right though- as they're remodeling, not even the current employees know exactly where everything is!

When we got back, we had to get back up again and take a tour around the store. It was neat seeing everything that goes on behind the scenes. It's so big back there! The coolest part was literally cold- the freezers? They're great! There's three of them, and they're like giant rooms. The one for ice cream was at eight degrees! Someone actually had to go in there to put some ice cream in and you could feel it. I loved it.

After the tour, there was another meeting. Then we got our schedules! I work from four in the afternoon to one in the morning, as I was told I will. My days off are Monday and Tuesday, which is perfect. I won't miss any meetings. 

Oh! And since I'm in ICS, I also got a little blade for cutting open boxes and stuff. Mwahaha... my employers like to give me sharp objects, I notice. XD

Let's see... I was supposed to do CBL today, but they were low on computers. Since I'm ICS, I guess I have the least to do so I get to do it tomorrow. I have to work tomorrow from the same time I went today, so I guess I'll have to get to bed early. They gave me some shirts for work though! So comfy. ^_^

Best part about all of this was I got paid for orientation. Hyess! (dances around)

When I got back to grandma's I took a little nap. I've been dinking around now though, getting caught up with the interwebz and such. And that's when my stepdad called me with some excellent news.

First off, he went to visit that apartment and he says it looks really good. Also, it already has a fridge and a stove.

Secondly, he went to give a customer a bid on a floor. The women's elderly parents had passed away, so they're cleaning out their house, right? Well, they asked if he knew anyone who would like some of the things inside. He got me a couch, tables and chairs, and a practically new washer and dryer! Excuse me while I 'squee'- this is just amazing! I'm so happy!

All that I really need now then, as I've never needed too much, is a microwave and a toaster. And those are pretty cheap!

I can't wipe the grin off my face. I'm just so happy! :D 
 
 
Current Mood: ecstatic
 
 
Pi90katana
02 September 2008 @ 05:52 pm
Well, I got up and took the long trip to that Wal*Mart for my interview. It went... surprisingly well, I think! Some of the questions I was asked had me scrambling for intelligent replies. It was a lot of example stuff- like 'what have you done that demonstrates this and etc'. I fumbled my words and had to take some time to think now and then, but I think I did well.

I had three interviewers- getting to the second took longer than it was supposed to because their computer system went down. Once it was up though I was good to go. They told me what I'd be doing and everything and showed me all the details, so I think they're interested at least! :D

The position is temporary. They're doing rennovations right now so they need extra hands. If I'm hired, I'll be unloading things and stocking items all around the store. The pay is $7.40 an hour, and I'll work five days a week with two consecutive days off. The hours are from 4 PM to 1 AM, so that's gonna cut a lot into some things I do in my spare time. :/ But hey- a job's a job!

Best part is that everyone was really friendly. I think I'd like working there. ^_^ The one lady who had me finish up with the papers and stuff even welcomed me to the team! She also said if there are no attendance problems with me and if I do a lot of good work, they'll probably keep me. Especially with the holiday season coming up.

After we finished there we went to my grandma's. Again she said we could probably work something out. After we left, she called us back with two requirements for me staying there- My laptop has to stay in the big house and I have to apologize to my father. I'll suck it up and do that last one, but I'm not going for the first one. If I'm getting off work at one o'clock in the morning, I won't be coming into their house when I got off work to use my computer. For one, I'll wake everyone up, but most importantly, it's mine and I pay for it. If I have to do something when I get home, that'll cause a lot of problems.

Anyways, another thing I have to work out is transportation. Getting to work isn't the problem, but getting home is. As I can't drive yet, finding a way home at one in the morning will be hard. The shuttle doesn't run at the time, and no one will come get me, I'm sure. Maybe I can find someone there to run me home for a little while. Until I can drive, at least.

I'm working on that problem too. I needed a valid ID anyways for my drug test tomorrow (for which I have to go back up there to do), so my stepdad took me to the DMV. He had to renew his license anyways, so it worked out. I didn't even have to bring anything this time! I have a valid permit again! Whoo! 

...Though I liked the picture on my old one better. XD

So yeah- we're gonna work on that as well. Hopefully I'll be on the road soon. Can get a bank account as well now. Yayness. ^_^

I really hope I get this job. I think I'll do well at it, even though I'll be on my feet most of the day. And the better I do, the better chance I have to be moved up the employment ladder. I'm excited! I really hope all goes well! 

Be back later with memeage.
 
 
Current Mood: excited
 
 
Pi90katana
14 August 2008 @ 10:39 pm
Well, my piece for Shadows of the End was turned in around one in the afternoon today. Yay! I don't have to join the Foot! XD

I'm actually kinda proud of it, though. That robin has had a lot of loose ends, as can't always be avoided with five authors and various exciting plot twists. But I kinda wrapped a big one up today, I think. Before the Shadows became what they did in the story, we had this thing going on with some other random people and a truck. Last night I was thinking of that and then all of a sudden it occurred to me how to bring them back in! So yeah, I'm happy. ^_^

So I'm starting to write a little again, which is always good. :D Now to get the rest of my life together. >.< I'm really going to try and get on that in the weeks to come. Need to get another driving permit too.

Really hope I can make things work for me. I need this. I know there's so much I have to work on... but it's better than going insane. 

Here's a meme I've seen from various people for a while now:

1. Where is your cell phone? Nonexistent
2. Where is your significant other? Future
3. Your hair? Wet
4. Your mother? Sleeping
5. Your father? Troublesome
6. Your favorite thing? Laptop
7. Your dream last night? Blank
8. Your dream/goal? Independence
9. The room you're in? Bedroom
10. Your hobby? Writing
11. Your fear? Dolls
12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Australia
13. Where were you last night? Here
14. What you're not? Athletic
15. Muffins? Chocolate
16. One of your wish list items? Scanner
17. Where you grew up? Idaho
18. The last thing you did? Typed
19. What are you wearing? Shirt
20. Your TV? On
21. Your pet? Orange
22. Your computer? Running
23. Your life? Crappy
24. Your mood? Complacent
25. Missing someone? No
26. Your car? Imagined
27. Something you're not wearing? Socks
28. Favorite store? Wal*Mart
29. Your summer? Unoriginal
30. Love someone? Yes
31. Your favorite color? Green
32. When is the last time you laughed? Today
33. Last time you cried? Night
 
 
Current Mood: complacent
 
 
Pi90katana
01 July 2008 @ 12:08 am
So nice to finally be back home. (snuggles with Leo plushie) That car was getting cramped!

Thanks to everyone who responded to me other post. I'm feeling a lot better now, thankfully! Was able to go to the third and final day of the convention, as well as to the Japanese Gardens later that day. It was so beautiful! There were these flowers that looked like butterflies, and such magnificent waterfalls and fountains! And the zen gardens! And omigod- the koi fish! O.O They were huge! Like, one and a half feet long!

But yes- I had a lovely time. ^_^ Got lots of presents for lots of people- I hope to have them out soon, though I seem to have reached my first road block.

Tomorrow, my stepdad is going to find out whether or not he gets this big job. If he does, my family will likely be moving to New Mexico by the end of August. O.O;

So for starters, this means I need to work on finding that place to live. Which means I need to make more money at my job. Which also means that I need to learn how to drive. Which also means that my stepdad may make me use some of my graduation money to get into driver's school. (headdesk) God dammit. He was supposed to teach me! (grumbles)

Anyways- yes. I do still hope to ship those presents off soon! I must make sure they're packed properly though- some are breakable.
 
 
Current Mood: worried
 
 
Pi90katana
19 June 2008 @ 11:38 pm
Getting a bit excited about my graduation party on Saturday. But you can so tell I'm a geek. XD More specifically, a TMNT geek.

Let's make a checklist:

I already know I'm getting at least one TMNT gift. :D
My party is at a pizza place.
My cake has a TMNT theme. (Mmm... with chocolate mousse filling.) ^_^

It's going to great! :D

I'd hope to get a car or something as a present, but it doesn't work without the license. (sigh) Man, I really need to get on that driving thing again. Need a car for work, instead of depending on my parents to drive me around. My ride for my one o'clock appointment can't do it now. O.O; Yeah... that's worrisome.

Anyways, I'll finish this post up with my typical 'Click on the dragons, please!' :)

They have to grow their wings and mature within just a few days, so any help is great!

Adopt one today!

Adopt one today! 

 
 
Current Mood: dorky